Screwed up...


A proverb,'misfortunes never come singly'.This definitely applies for today...

Sad,I've knew it,I'd screwed up all my papers.

To start with,it has been lone time since I've last tagged,not very lone but I deeply miss blogging all thought that I've bottled up for the past few weeks.

I hope that you all have passed well for your mid-year and prelims:)

But I'm a different case,don't ask me,cos I'm simply very stupid.Went back to school with all sec fours and five for mother toungue mock exam1,I chose story writing for the compo component,it's about a time when I can't make a decision in time which caused me to lose a precious opportunity which caused regret,and I can tell you,I won't score for this,cos I simply can't be bothered to write till six seven pages long...

The last time I wrote about six pages long,putting in all those chinese phrases to make the story more expressive and what I got back???'Please do not write so long an essay,you have exceed the word limit.'
Huh?want me to write a perfect essay within four or five pages?impossible....

Just hope that I can score a straight A1 so that I can focus on my higher mother toungue paper...Haiz,life is full of ups and downs...Can you imagine,you've scored an A2 for english for common test and to score a C5 for mid-year or prelim?!?!Unbelievable right???Feel like knocking my head off the wall..

Yesterday's mass checking of o level maths paper was terrible,don't know what to say...Comb .Hum was quite ok,except for the source base,lose about seven to eight marks:(..Then got back Emaths paper,did badly for paper 1,and  average for paper 2,sick of these kind of marks.

Physics,still not up to my expectations but I hope that chemistry will help to improve my grades,then the one and only subject which makes my day is Amaths!!!I love Amaths,thought I failed,but was so happy realising I actually scored a distinction for paper 1 and paper 2 is not back yet..

Haiz,I'm utterly demoralised after the papers were given back.

Dear Lord my Father, please, please give me the strength to continue another day. Please give me courage to face my parents, my friends and eveyone who cares about me. Please give my friends happiness and Your love for them. Please, also, continue to advice me, continue to listen to me, continue to talk to me. I am going to continue this journey. There may be times where I will feel like giving up again, I know Lord, You will not give up in me. I know that Your arms are going to embrace me forever, eternally. Thank you Lord, for not giving up on me. Thank you Lord, for not bringing me back home yet. Thank you Lord, for leading this journey across the desert, for pulling me back up even if I fall. Thank you Lord, for letting me know those good friends that I have right now. Thank You. In Jesus's name I pray, Amen.







I will worship you.






Worthy is the Lamb,


Seated on Your throne.


Crown You now with many crowns,


You reign victorious.






High and lifted up,


Jesus, Son of God.


The Darling of Heaven Crucified. . .


Worthy is the Lamb.

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